my ex narcissist hasn't contacted me

No means no and thats what she has violated a lot of timesacting like a 10 year oldseeking revenge and such etc.. You are all in my thoughts. If you can't beat them join them. Thats my new motto Life begins after No Contact You can do this. I have experienced this for seven years and I truly understand. Well, I mulled over giving it to her because I made the mistake of picking up the phone and he tried to brow beat me into it but later, I thought it out.he bought it to replace my freezer which makes it a gift, so no, as much as I love his mother, in fact, it saddens me that she wont end up being my mother in law, I only told her about the freezer when I was unloading my plans to leave, which was a mistake. if you imagine this group like stars in the galaxy the abusers feel like orbiting black holes I have to keep well away from them its exhausting and so I have never felt in the correct mental place to clip into my glider and take off to fly to do that you need to have your mind up there in the clouds free and clear thinking about the birds and feeling only the air you need to be free and I have not been now for more than 6 months and diminished for a year before that, So if this is anything it is an attempt to move forward and try to step further away from what happened and to be honest I really feel I need some support I feel very vulnerable and alone this whole thing has destroyed my sense of community I have no casual social contact with any of the pilots who I know talk a bit together every day I have none of that I see a small group once a week in the pub where we just talk about stuff like normal people its them who admonished me for wanting to ignore this offer and so it was this my last foothold that fell away when I asked for advice normal people simply do not understand the dynamic of NPD explaining it makes you seem like a total nutter, I know I am taking a risk I know that this is common behaviour this coming back it is destabilising a fragile but doggedly tenacious recovery but I also realise its only me who is going to recover no one is going to do it for me and so like in that quote from my book I am doing a thing and shutting my eyes in hope that it will be better somehow. For ex, I mentioned above, that NPD and Psycos dont go back to idealisation after the devaluing, but they may switch back to good behaviour, from time to time, if they still need the pray (because not all is sucked out of the person yet). He said he does not need sex because they are friends first, pffft whatever. Because as far as the experts are concerned; narcissists have dark personality traits, lack empathy and narcissists rarely change. []. [Read: 7 Reasons Why Narcissists Wont Give You Closure]. Wow, the reality and truism of this sucks but thats what happens when you fall for a Narc. In hindsight, its really quite juvenile, isnt it? Unfortunately, once you learn none if it was real, you cant help but wonder why you ever trusted them in the first place. Thats exactly how my knowing of his NPD surfaced. Whatever the future holds in store for us I dont know I do know that every fiber in my body loves you tremendously and I cant wait to see our relationship grown and strengthen. For me it was nothing personal. Sally. She stated to me she had know idea what the situation was, but when she found out she was upset and removed herself from the situation. He said that even though he stays there, he sleeps on her couch and its a place to stay. It also made me less valuable to her, I guess. However, he did do the character assassination and tried to make me look like the crazy one. Its really hard for a guy like me to talk about issues like this. As such, you only have yourself to look out for. The police came and he flat out lied and omitted the part about him hitting me, only told them I hit him, and they ended up taking ME to jail for battery because at some point between me calling the police and them showing up there, HE scratched his own face and told them I did that when I hit him. I dont like to argue and I like to work things out rationally. 20 Sure Signs a Married Man Wants To Sleep With You. Oh, and this girl clearly sleeps around a lot. I am seeing thats it really isnt me. The thing that gives me a bad feeling is that in the meantime when he did not contact you he has a lot of fun and totaly forget about you. I, too, wish there were more male posters. I tell him he needs to explore why. We were together for 4 1/2 yrs. I actually had to watch what clothes I chose so he wouldnt accuse me of trying to get other mens attention. He is very prideful too so I thought I would not hear from him either. He has tried everything to stop my return. I am continuing in counseling and it is going well, and I will continue to receive counseling as long as my counselor believes I need it. Be genuinely loving. For me its only a week. He told me he knew this but that it was a flight and it never will last long. Nign mounths for you is very long time. Hes shown you his true nature, and that will never change, as you know. I never thought a male so complicated could exist. . I would like to share my story in details but Im at work now and just wanted to say that myself too been in a relationship with a Narc for almost 2 years but recently discovered what exactly is wrong with her No contact now for 2 months and started to learn about narcissism and NPD in the past month. Also, everyone learns in their own time. The problems between us also caused him to pull away from my daughter who had only known him since her birth, after our marriage and we all came to live together their relationship crumbled as well, come the first birth of our 2 daughters together their relationship had completely dissolved. I am not alive anymore. Hes totally using her for her fame because shes good at what he wants to be good at. The next best thing is to create a scenario in which the narcissist would never want to contact you because they would have nothing to gain. Know that many people are in this simulair situation. Thats why to get many of them in the same group is no surprise to professionals, so the term psychopathic mob was coined, and what me and you are in, is known as character assassination. He left me for someone else. So from this point onvten years ago til now had has been Im control. But he has taught me the game so now I am always one step ahead of him. I hit the bottom a few months back and have been at the Choice Point for some time. Later that week Im on the beach, and here they come while tending her dogs he stood next to me and small talk. I know that she lies to everyone in her life. Second, Im watching it play out. His parents, siblings and children have nothing to do with him. Ughh. Im convinced. I dont even know if you desire to changebut I brought it up because often when people are in emotional turmoil, thats what drives them to try to make these kinds of major changes in their lives about how they are interacting with the world. Ive been there , you get stuck into what he is doing instead of focusing on your which is soooo important. I just want what is best for both of us, and at this point, I believe time apart is what is best. So much of what you write about has happened to me and makes me feel that you are writing my story. Thats the last thing anyone needsincluding him! The basic difference (from all my obsessive reading and studying on this behavior) is that BPDs can feel empathy at times. And when that relation is over he would come to me. I have observed, however, that it depends on the person, how much they should know to heal. Even though youre no longer together, the narcissist wants you to remain broken, and theyll do everything they can to bring you back down to the level of inferiority they believe youre supposed to be at and stay at. Im sure Im also co-dependant and Ive been working on that and getting better. NPDs CANNOT BE WITHOUT NASTINESS. They would lash out, stalk me, show extreme jealousy, etc. Narcs receive supply from being loving towards them and also arguing with them. I guess it just takes a lot of time to heal. I wanted to be sure, he gets what I have to say. So I felt your words and enjoyed reading you this morning. Due to this, he or she has a load of vile bile stewing in their stomach cavity at all times, and they need someone to project their negative emotions onto. The gameplan of your ex sounds familiar. Then the telephone bill came in for the phone I gave him, here I saw he was communicating with 3 different women plus me. My ex too started telling people I am a Narc after me telling him he has Narc tendencies and showed him information on Narcs. These things are bound to happen as you forgive their disrespectful, degrading, discarding cycle of conversational rape. Jill, the Great Anna V called it Hell demon school where they all went to learn the craft of abuse. Much can be revealed. Yes, this recovery is certainly tough. Its like punching you in the arm, and then blaming you because you have a bruise. When you were together, theyd say things like, you cant do anything without me. Ive supported her through so much, mentally, emotionally, financially and she doesnt seem to remember any of it. You are his trophy, you are perfect (at least at the beginning) and all the focus should be on him anyways. Haha! I know that many a guy has fallen for her, so i am not the only one. Your articles give me the strength to keep going. Granted, we spoke on the phone all the time, but you see what I am getting at. So many people told me they felt that he had a personality disorder. Keep in mind that this woman more or less pushed herself into my life after I initially reached out to her. Yet so ready to embrace a new lease on life . Feeling rejected, (we all know how they hate that) he sent me a nasty email. My husband thinks Im a nascacist and even tho I have not been diagnosed how are some ways I can tell if I am or not. But he finds out soon. When they try to come back onto the scene after a long stretch of silence, they have been scheming. Even though its recently ended, he has tried to regain contact, to which I originally thought he must want control over me again. 10 Reasons Why Girls Want To Stay Friends After a Breakup, 8 Subtle Ways Guys Hint They Like You Without Saying It, 22 Painful Signs Hes Not Into You (Anymore). My narc was beautiful. No i am letting go. but my guess is that men are used to going into their shells with their pain maybe? It has been 9 months. YOUR ABUSIVE. Feel free to submit a guest post anytime! I was very tough with him in order to make him understand that he shouldnt be messing with my head or heart. It makes me feel foolish for not seeing, or at least, accepting who he truly was from the start. Mothers of their children, doesn't matter. Yet, at least both parties generally have an agreed-upon narrative about what happened. Recovered, very insightful comments! He will just pull you into all the drama and also he is not a sincere friend. in regards to this empty soul. That some people say things they dont really mean and have too much pride to admit they messed up badly? part of me doesnt want to do that because i want to see him coming in the event he tries something. This is only going to set you back again and from someone who did it twice, it is worse cuz they know youll take it and you end up so depressed and confused. I went through them myself, and also hear about these same Narc behaviors from my clients. They are ALL relevant ( in my humble opinion) She was never happy. Just because you are no longer married doesn't mean that life after divorce from a narcissist is going to be total freedom. I cannot and will not respond to this letter or give this man any facetime or interaction with me again though. Funny, sexy, passionate to the point where I believed shed taught me what sex was. I can see youre struggling to figure out. While some of us are a little more narcissistic than others, very few people are actual . I do miss the good times which were few but not the bad ones. Get involved in voluntary work Referred to as the hoover (or, as I like to call it, The Hoovering, because, to me, it smacks of a scary movie! I dont mean telling the kids the gory details cuz that would only hurt them but when they ask you can certainly say some high level stuff. I think he has a touch of something. I was virtually approached and aggressively followed-up with by a guy when visiting another city. I smell a FEW conflicts brewing. Making new friends etc. No contact. You will never have a nice, clean ending. That may be a clue. Well, the check never came, and she proceeded to ignore my text/calls and then blocked me from her facebook page. I just hope this doesnt turn out to me a disaster. I even doubted myself and took a test to see if, I in fact, was the Narcissisttypical partner turned victim. when the narcissist stops contacting you. Keep reading if you want to find out how narcissists treat their exes. I feel so much more calm and serene with him out of my life. Hold on to that LOVE you still have inside you They rarely let their mask slip completely. And how do you tell someone that they may be dating a narc? This is the first fall of many years i am alone now. A retired state trooper who is really sweet. Watch out. I just ignore it. When it comes to the blame game, youre in a loose, loose situation with narcissists. Ive stopped for the most part questioning why understanding an N is like the Borg in Startrek no thought no feeling. He tried to act as if I was off my rocker and tried to explain what was wrong with ME for thinking and saying such slanderous and horrible things. A few reasons why people want the narcissist to hoover. Generally, when confronted he gets super nasty..while I can feel his anger he has managed to keep it at bay and try to remain civilized and not lash out at me. I just got an email last week after 7 years. I had to get his food on a plate, if I didnt he wasnt happy. And yes, I did everything I could think of to show him I adored him but the day I asked him to speak to me with respect I was completely devalued and discarded. So in a way I am kind of left alone in an empty room I remember some of the noise and commotion from the days and years before but the source of my desire to fly has been severely hurt by its association with the years of abuse has been polluted by it almost as if the whole thing has been ossified in the negative energy that this person focused on me its depressing. Some are subtle, some are overt. A few months later I stumbled upon narcissism online, and all the behavior fell into place. All of the things she said were meaningless, despite me wanting to believe them. He could make me doubt things Id seen with my own fucking eyes. He is seeing if I would be an option again because thats what a parasite like he is does to women. The trauma bond. Funny that, had no problems for 20 years until i called him out on his bullshit. I can be attracted and everything but iy doesnt matter I have no interest its like something died in me. Deep down, they are hurting souls and not the cruel calculating individuals theyre perceived to be. It is tough. But that I really didnt care, because at the time, I needed the support that he gave me and even though it was fake, it got me thru it. Yes, Kim is right, the label doesnt matter, but the healing is important. Of course, there is still a lot to doubt and discuss. And since we know they dont take responsibility for sh*t, dont hold your breath. This describes to a T the way I have been treated for the last four years I have been conditioned to wait and look forward to the next time we will spend together as she distances / hides away then draws me back in while I make excuses for her when Im asked questions about why she treats me like this . What a blessing to have found this site.I was under the spell of a narc for about 10yrs.everything I knew and loved about myself was destroyed by this Man. If you left because you could no longer handle the cycle of abuse, they only treated you that way because your actions forced them to. i know that i am releeved and happy. Eden, the nerve they have popping in and out and around our lives like nothing is soooo unsettling and weird to the norm, but he is not normal so he would probably in his mind (which we know does not function properly) feel it is ok. That is what sets us apart from them. (Yeah, thats truesick f*ck that he is.) This so-called behavioral approach is new and very different from those traditional ones, that emphasise subconscious insecurity and the lack of self worth in NPDs. I know for a fact that my ex dated a narc for three years and also has a child with him, and I truly believe that the pain he caused her affected her so bad psychologically that she has taken it out on the men that have come after him. He immediately called me and told me the freezer was not mine to sell and that he wanted me to just hand it over to his mother. Thats the thing, any female is going to be neglected if they are involved with Cameron in any way friend, colleague, lover, boyfriend, father, son, brother. We have gone through a lot so we are stronger then ever and then most couples. Is this typical N behavior? 18. 3. Why would he contact me if he has a new supply? (His initials werent IF by any chance?). Should I be concerned for my safety? Dont reconnect..another power game to just see if u will even think about it or respondhe is toxicrun.. the things that are happening to me after this are interesting, I remember when I went no contact it was strange in a similar way, I actually perversly missed the abuse !! Leave without any goodbye or hint whatsoever, to never speak to them ever again. There are plenty of normal, healthy friendships you can seek out, and I would suggest you do that. My ex husband and I had been together for 14 years, we married on our 7 year anniversary. Your ex can't be resilient if they were hurt by your actions. Another thing I forgot! Some of the stories she told people about me, made me seem, cheap, needy, aggressive, highly emotional or flat out crazy. Hi Kim Thank you for stopping by and for commenting. The jab at your mental healthis rather nauseating. . I feel blessed that i came across your blog along with one other, there is so much false information out there, unfortunately some Narcissistic Abuse forums become the Narcissist,s playground set up to hunt for their next pound of flesh. So dear friend I understand how difficult when it appears to the rest of the world that you have a great partner and marriage when you know the reality of it all. But the worst thing is yet to come. Once we became a relationship I let her stay by me (big mistake), oblivious to the fact that this charming person who Im starting to love and who loves animals and loves music like me ..etcoblivious to the fact that one day I will look pretty much at the devil itselfWhen I wasnt home she searched my computer for everything and went through all my stuff.etc I did a lot for this person and bought her stuff.,..even though she didnt really do much for me.. In fact, your ex would probably be annoyed and even angry at you. This morning, searching for a response to my ex narcissistic unmarried baby father, whos dumped me and left me to rott is now, after 7 month posting me with calls and text messages using his daughter as a tool to keep me locked and unable to move forward I am so glad I found this blog! I called out his lies in front of people and came off looking crazy. When I was told ten years ago I had brain tumor over the phone I was on my way to therapy. This is not a means for them to get back to you at all. I just want my old life back, my confidence, my goals, my dreams. a tone (style of writing) that is oddly tinny or lighthearted or thin I have spent my whole life with narcissistic men beginning with my father. We cannot rely on them to make that decision. Narcissists seem to change the rules on any given day based on how they interact with peopleonly they dont give you all of the information. If you were in MA, Id buy you a coffee and give you some mothering advice, LOL. The Ultimate Narcissist Dictionary for Defining Narcissism and Narcissistic Abuse, What is Hoovering? This was to much for me and I half heartedly ended things. Block him from texting, calling, email, FB. When it comes to severing ties with him. Trust your gut and mark every one of those comments as a red flag and run. Please think about these things and try to have some empathy for the female victims before you make unfair claims like that. Another part of the equation is the fact that, in my experience, every person I work with (and myself included) is or have been highly codependent. He then sulked and went silent and told me I was making a big mistake. Why? She is so ill I wish I could help her. Later I learned he was an x-con by doing research. Keep it that way. Id like to thank this message board also, without going no-contact id likely be floating in the nothingness that is a relationship with a Narc. Pray to Jesus Carole. Once I tore off his mask, the abuse got worse. Remaining friends with your narcissistic ex-partner is something youll need to consider carefully because narcissists are complicated people. Funny, I have been wondering the same as Samantha Three months after divorce (18 months ago), N-ex bought a house down the street from me, to make it easy for our children to go back and forth between house (now we can all be friends, right?). I just told her I was sincerely sorry for the news and hung up. Is that because there is something redeemable here, or is it my romantic, idealistic Pisces eyes that always hopes beyond hope in everything? I hope. That I was done. I dont reflect his favorite version of himself back to him anymore, and I think he worries that he will have to face a more reality based version when he sees me now. He took on my other three kids from previous marriage. I myself went three months w/o contact before I caved in and agreed to a disastrous conversation. Your most recent gf sounds like a cold hearted person who is NOT a catch in anyway imaginable. I new no one in dayton new to the area married for twenty eight years grievieng hard . I never free up. The letter was possibly what I needed to stop this evil madness. A clever narcissist learns that he can use his cell phone as a tool for juggling multiple relationships and for keeping one relationship from ever . He went off again, screaming, repeatedly calling (I forgot to block my new number when I called him so he had my # again), sent many emails saying horrible things. Our nieghborhood has its own beach, were on the waterway. It has been 13 years? I do see strong narcissistic qualities in him, but I wonder if he is a true N. I dont want to look for reasons to by sympathetic to him, because he hurt me deeply and Ihe will not get a pass on that. I still find myself missing her quite often, but I dont want to make it look like I am trying to give this woman credit by any means. And he is happy to get rid of me. Felt like death would be preferable to the pain I felt while involved with my exBPD. Trust me. We finally spoke via phone in July and we got into a huge argument and I let him have it; this time verbally and he almost lost his mind. Thank you for mentioning Upturned Souls blog Shes brilliant! No Im fine. That I seemed to have bipolar and need help. ), immature accusations, sugar coated romantic words, love bombing gestures, open ended promises and the rest as a grain of salt. I avoid face to face as much as possible, we communicate via email and phone messages. SIGN UP FOR MY HEALING PROGRAM AT A JUICY DISCOUNT:https://bit.ly/NEWLIFE30Article: Do You Sabotage Yourself With The Grey Rock Method? This guy dont know him Sees only the glamour side of him and feels flatterd. This man was my first boyfriend and first kiss when we were growing up together. Its only in a weak moment when he has some contact with his heart that he contacts you. Hi Eden, thats a tricky one because she may not believe you if you tell her what you suspect. While I have engaged with him a few times on social media in the last year since that happened, he hasnt made any serious attempt to get back together with me, although hes alluded to being friends. For example, he could be a Narcissist and Borderline, too (or vice versa). Someone took away his lollipop and there is hell to pay. Once you have stopped caring what the narcissist is doing or thinking or will do in the future, youve already won back control of your life. its all so very sad. They're ignoring you and making themselves inaccessible to you. The narcissist isnt concerned about the rejection; in fact, they dont mind it at all. He left me alone, only sending a text once a month to say hello and miss you. After days of intense greeve and tears mostly for the big quetions of this relation.. he came and told me he has something with a man. Be safe and contact a Domestic Violence Shelter too, worst thing is when they know youre going to leave they act all nice loving even apologizing again. A Punishable Offence, probably none of us were aware of with a Life Sentence !!.. Before you know it, you have forgiven their faults, had babies by them and years have gon by and now you wish you would have left sooner. One we ALL have. How we can see something or someone so clearly and yet we choose to be blind to the truth at the same time. you are worthy and deserving of true love, attention, affection, respect and admiration. One and only. If you have a domestic violence center, contact them and let them know youre being emotionally abused and manipulated and see if they can open a case for you based on the details of your situation. Why did i gave him this good feeling to have his way. Hugs. Take care" Then I blocked her number . Looking crazy they & # x27 ; t beat them join them took on way! 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